The Weird Anticipation of My Junior Life

Hello! It's me again on the new school year, new experiences, new boundary of teachers, new life, new world, new dimension, on the "New Life as a Junior". We all know that expecting is the first thing that a person will do if he or she will enter to an experience which is new to his or her knowledge. Some are nervous, some are excited, and some are scared due to their different anticipations. Well, when it comes to anticipating, weird imagination of my mind starts to work and think. Because I am a pessimistic student, my anticipations often made me nervous, nervous as a mouse chased by a hungry cat. One example is the exam results. Almost all of my classmates are expecting and wishing that they will get high scores, but differently, I am expecting that I am the lowest. Pessimistic expectations often make me getting into trouble, uhmm, but wait, before our topic goes far as North pole's distance to South pole's distance, let us now talk about my impressions to a new school year, the Third Year life.

Before struggling to the different dimension of being a student, former Juniors had already gave me some reviews and backgrounds of being a third year student. Almost all of them told me that it was like inserting not a thread, but a yarn on a small needle without any thimble, threader, or any tools. Because of that, expectations were born. My brain was filled with questions, curiosity, nervousness, and excitement. I have expectations not only to our class but also on the whole Cavite National Science High School. "What is the feeling of being a Junior?" is the first question that collided with my mind. Due to different expectations and the stories from the former Juniors, the second question was formed and it is "Is it challenging to be a Junior?"

The first thing where expectations was provided is on the appearance of our new classroom but at this point, I became optimistic. I thought that it will be on the second floor, its tiles will be new, but unfortunately opposite of what I had imagined is what in reality. Thinking of the characteristics our adviser is where I was focused. Expecting negatively, worked on this. At first sight, opinions were stated on the appearance and looks of her. In this case, imagining the traits of a teacher makes me timorous. Roaring voice, frightening eyes, super strict and always in a bad mood are her traits that I had expected. When our first day of the class arrived, my heart started to beat fast and the beating started to go faster and faster when our adviser named Ma'am Juliet Arceo entered the classroom. I was focused on her eyes and one expectation of her was proven wrong. Her eyes is not that frightening but it was also proven that she is strict when it comes to the cleanliness of our beloved classroom. When she started talking, soft voice was heard by my observing ears. I guess she is a cheerful person because we always play games when we have time. Because of the evidences the result is, I am wrong again! When the expectations were proven wrong, I felt better and better as several days passes by. It feels like removing a thorn suspended on your foot. Good to hear right? But there are still expectations that are still in a process of looking for the answer. At this time, right now, while composing this informal theme paragraph by paragraph, sentence by sentence, word by word, letter by letter, I'm currently wondering if this school year will be full of fun, unforgettable events, memories that are good to think again when we are old, emotional scenes, joking times, and the knowledge that we will use on broadening of our future. I am expecting for the good knowledge that we must learn for it will be the one that will shape us from being a useless boulder into a magnificent statue. As a member and a third year representative of the Student Supreme Government or SSG, we are expecting for a successful and victorious projects of our team and we wish that everyone will aid us. But they mustn't remain as expectations, instead, they must turn into reality before the turn of our President kuya Jeremias. Not only on SSG, but to the other school organization, we are expecting for good projects right? Victory is expected to all Sayanistas!

Going back from the questions of the second paragraph, I think being a junior is challenging and I am expecting that research proposal is the most challenging. It was said by the former junior that proposing the research is hard as making rock as your viand. I like to interact on challenges for this will make me a nice person. And I guess the first challenge is adjusting and adapting the environment of Juniors.

Expecting, anticipating, formulating impressions, and guessing are the first things that a person will do if he or she will enter a new world. Obviously, I am expecting for many things but the most important and essential expectation is the success and victory of the school. Triumph is the most expected to my Beloved Alma Mater!